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I Pass [Vent]

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Hey. My name is Fang.
Of course. It always shows up when I'm doing nothing.
Can I ask you some questions? Here goes.
And here we go with the questions again. When all I really want to do is nothing. Can I pass if I want?
That's up to you, I guess. Okay, here are my questions.
First question; What's your name?

I pass.
That was an easy one. You mean you won't even say what your name is? Why do you think that is?
I pass.
Here. Let me see if I can answer that one for you.
Basically, you can't answer other peoples' questions, so you question yourself to keep your mind intact, sound about right?

Pass.
Another pass? You need to start answering. This isn't even self-questioning at this point! Wouldn't you agree?
Pass.
Are you hoping someone will start paying attention to you if you act troubled enough? But don't you realize that you're alone. That nobody actually cares about your suffering?
I pass.
That makes five passes. Let's change the subject then. We can talk about the Annoying One. When you beat him up, that was your first time. How did you feel after you hurt him?
Pass.
It must have been refreshing, huh? Finally finding someone weaker than you?
Pass.
That's how you felt, isn't it? And that's why you didn't question yourself when you vowed to become stronger?
Pass.
You've grown very strong since that first time. How does that make you feel?
I pass.
Has that made it better? Has it helped drive away the Hell inside your head?
I pass.
Just answer a question already, will you? Otherwise, won't the Hell just grow larger?!
I pass.
Forty-one passes. That's forty-one times you've denied me! You're a horrible person. The worst!
You've never said anything mean to me like that before. Why do you have to keep on hanging around me, anyway? Because of you, everyone around me gets hurt, and so do I! I wish you didn't exist..!
What? You think I'm just some kind of alter-ego you have? I thought that surely you'd know better than believe that by now! Don't you get it?! I'm an ordinary emotion that everybody has, but you'd rather believe something else!
It's just that-
You don't know how to deal with others? Believing that is exactly how you've ended up in this state of self-denial! Where are you trying to go?
I pass!
You know, I think we've had enough of this.
I know I'm a horrible person... but I don't know how to act otherwise. I don't want to pretend to be nice!
But won't people hate you if you're mean?
I don't care! Other people are mean, and nasty, and traitors! I hate people!
So it's better to be alone? Abandoned? Lonely?
Yes.

                 It's not that you don't know how to deal with people. It's just that no one ever took the time to deal with you.
Original Quote (C) Soul Eater

Another vent thanks to a certain someone who decided to post shit about me. Of course they thought I wouldn't find it, but I did. I suppose they like twisting the truth, not as if they were much of a friend now that I think about it.

Also, I finally dug Joltner out of my Oc Folder. Haven't used her since my Animasher days. Yes, she's a Jolteon. But her ear tips and mane are black, they just look brown because of shading.
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starfire-zorua's avatar
Dat look too cool!

Sorry about the son of a bitch.